Alone in
the house I felt
Exposed,
A child performer
In a
talent show
Where
the audience,
Lacking prescience,
Sunk in
a darkness so deep,
Might be
dead, enchanted or asleep.
Its undulating vibe
too vague to gauge –
Surging
like a scull without navigator,
The crowd huzzahs each little gladiator;
High upon a platform, dissembling contumely,
Celebrity
judges one, two, three
Postpartum
artists turned hacks
Rave or
turn their stony backs.
Afraid
of the bedroom
Dim-lit by five watery moons,
Dim-lit by five watery moons,
Scared
of the bed,
Beachhead
Where
textile involutions lapped in waves
There
for decades as we lay,
Rippling
above diurnal imprints,
Forensic
silhouettes
By time forgiven
As though awaiting
Armageddon;
Scared of a trap,
Relief
map
Of our sex and sleep,
A hex so deep;
Mind
abuzz with pale lights,
With epithalamic rites, delights
Of flesh
Dissolving into flesh,
Of senses all akin,
Of crawling into one another's skin,
Of senses all akin,
Of crawling into one another's skin,
I remembered summer nights
Warm and
good
From childhood:
A jar of
June bugs:
Insect-thugs
Flashing
their tiny globes:
Mini-strobes,
Performing
for us their canticle,
Their
miracle.
Slightly
tragic, making magic
For
admiring
Before
expiring.
That
night I slept unsuccessfully –
Restlessly,
Without
Zen
In the
den
With the
picture window –
Akimbo
Intaglio
of–
Cold
uncurtained rectangle;
Alternating dark-light,
Black-white,
Alternating dark-light,
Black-white,
24/7,
Dwarf star of
The upper heavens.
Dwarf star of
The upper heavens.
In the
middle of the night
I sat abruptly up, in fright –
Stood in
the doorway to the room,
Faced my doom,
Faced my doom,
Faced
the black rectangle,
Colder
than ever,
Saw a
man staring – at me:
No,
never!
Call a
friend?
Call the
police?
I recognized
his frowning face.
His wide blank eyes,
His
stony chin.
Would he
Stay
outside
Or try
to come in?
A face
I’d seen before –
Oh Lord!
Beat it! Beat it!
No one wants to be defeated.
Fight or
flight?
(In the
Heat of the Night)
Why’s he
tarrying?
What’s he
carrying?
A Jar of
Dreams or
Jar of
Hearts?
Nothing’s
what it seems
Moving
Parts
Animate
this crazy toy,
Man or
boy.
Stare
him down?
Shame
the clown?
Show ‘em how funky
Strong is your fight
Or try
to rumble
His
pallid demeanor?
It doesn’t matter
Who’s wrong or right
On go
the lights –
He’s
harder to see –
All the lights are on
But no one’s home
I turn
around
And
suddenly
Shades of Roman
History:
Shades of Roman
History:
There's that face –
Visage notorious –
There on The Twelve Caesars
By Suetonius:
By Suetonius:
Book cover featured
For
midnight Facetime
Sculpted
forehead,
Traits straight, aligned,
Perched on a shelf
– that
blinded face –
Eye-level
portrait
On a tall
bookcase
All
reflected in window glass –
Julius Caesar by Suetonius!
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